Happily Ever After

2009-08-19T21:14:00.003+08:00

This post is delicated to my dear group of friends for 8 years!

THE BUDDY GANG which make up of 5 wonderful, sweet, lovely, encouraging and forever fun ladies of mine.

Hui Li

Jesmin

Jia Min

Shi Qi &

Hui Ping (who is here is aussie w me!)

Consider me heartless that i just roll the hardwork CD-R into my laptop and the 10minutes and 26 second self make video make me felt so touched,loved and the dinosaur cried cause of you all!:)

I never thought the CR-R was so touching and meaningful and it really depicts clearly what we been thru this 8 years and how we each evolve.

In short, I don't know how to show my delications and GAN DONG-ness other than bloging it out when u all know how much i don really blog! :)

So you all open up the blog!:) hahas

Anyways! I LOVE you all my buddy gang! i'll be back for you all!:)

You ladies are missed!:)

LOvess...

Yours sincerely,

cheeleng the Dinosaur!:)

2009-03-19T01:53:00.002+08:00

Just came across some funny pictures:)

Everyone out there, Jus stay happy ok?! :)

2009-03-11T16:13:00.001+08:00

Oh i found out something about my SAA cca membership.

I am in SP Dragonboat Club!

Hahas which I am not!

There was an error! :)

2009-03-10T00:45:00.003+08:00

Actually come to think about it, life after the last paper on 26 Febuary 2009 is free but people ( some people ) are too free and bored and got into serious mood changed, mood swing, short tempered, sleepless nights, unbalanced diet, unhealthy lifestyle and also headache for some minors.

I'm not spared from this "After Exams free symptoms" either .

But slowly i'm tuning back the life and mood and everything! :)

Less conflicts ( no conclicts in fact ), less negative thoughts and long temper. lol

Cheers! :)

*I need a break from buffet! :) *

2009-03-07T03:04:00.003+08:00

The exams are over! AND CheeLeng has no more stress! :) :)
But cheeleng is down with insomnia now.
Friends like Tiffany and Ser kee are down with it too, and doctor not prescribing sleeping pills for ser kee. lol

Had Sakae tea time buffet with tiff, sk and tong.
And had a bad time vomiting all the vinegar processed rice after.
Not having a good stomach for foodie now.

In fact the whole 'Food track path' is not in good condition apparently.

Gums are bad and bleeding when brushed lightly, so mouth rinse only, and dentist tomorrow.
The stomach was bad that's why i vomiting all the sushi out!
Soon... the anus is making it's part of strike too as it is giving me on off pain now! :(

Since i'm free now i WANT ! :

N.Y.D.C 's mudpie
more korean food
some buffets:)
more money
a happy yet good paying temp job?
soupy steamboat with the SPSE gang
Eat Waraku with buddy gang
happy short trip?
more hawker food ( yew tee has no decent hawker food la!)
more steaks :) ( yippy yippy)
some clubbings
eat vivo bak ku teh! (must must!)
Go fire station museum!
Go chinatown heritage museum
Sail sail sail
Go sun tan with YJ ( but the weather is unpredictable :( )
Love myself and others and be happy! :)
Want the people i care and love to be happy! :)

2009-02-27T06:08:00.001+08:00

I've finished my exams!

Jump!

2008-12-17T00:03:00.002+08:00

HAPPY for getting a slot after 3 hours of refreshing effort.

smile. :)

Thanks! :)

2008-12-10T00:48:00.005+08:00

Mr smiley wasnt working well with me and i didnt managed to make it for PPCDL. ( again . )

But this time round i studied very hard. ( maybe not smart. )

Felt wasted for xavier coz he failed by one mark only. ( just one more mark! )

ohhh... at least it's over and i can read twilight.

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I'm back to the steak craving point of my life once again.

Last week went steaking w Tiffany and Tong and 2 lost Mice

( Big mouse and Small skinny mouse).

They know know they are la hur! :)

Tiffany, Tong and me was so 感动 after eating the tiny piece of steak because it was simply too yummilicious!

We didnt want to finish the last mouth!

Awww i'm salivating already :(

The pictures doesnt look delicious. But trust me IT IS! :)

CANT wait for the next Great Time eating Moo Moo!

But that means that my moo lah will be gone ~!

2008-12-08T23:58:00.003+08:00

MST are long long over and it' s Happy School Holidays Time! :)

There are so much things needed to do and not done yet.

one important thing is to finish reading twilight. hahas

tortoise speed reading now, but it's captivating and additive as quoted :)

so will read faster:)

I felt like i've fall in love too when reading it.

Edward... Bella...

Oh and i'll miss joy and love her too...

Love Tiffany

Love perkee

Love myself

Love the People.

2008-12-08T23:52:00.003+08:00

I was cheated by my Dear Koh Jia Min! :)

2008-11-28T22:15:00.003+08:00

Ho Chee Leng is proud of herself! :)
I just cant imagine the driving final assessment today can make me so happy:)
My mum was still saying yesterday i shouldnt go for drving today
coz i'm so weak;

but i don have a choice
coz i cant have driving next week when it's MST ( the timings dont allow )
and must complete everything by 4 dec if not test date cancel! :S
SO it's a no choice unless cancel test date...
Don't want! Don't want!

Despite the unfavorable factors towards me i managed to drive properly bla bla bla and i feel happy! :) :) :)

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Time for serious MUG MUG for MST! :)
I luv treasury!
I luv Banking Law II!
I luv ITFD!
=p

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Thailand is not in a good state.
Hope my fren zest there will be safe and sound.
Ahem.

2008-11-28T11:52:00.002+08:00

Too much things have jus happened in life which i donnoe when and where to start blogging about.
Anyways, there is no need to blog about it...
People close enough will know the true emotions, dismay and state of mind i've been going through this whole period.
When your mind and everything is in a state of puzzlement,
I choose to Just leave everything to time and fate to decide.
In times to come, the picture will be clearer, true feelings will reveal if it's true...

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Meantime, it's the MST
( the Mid Semester Term Test )
MST = (My Sick Term) too!
:( :(

Got the bug virus from who knows who and i fell sick :S
2 days MC for rest and revision in a sick and heavy brain?
Sick but still hanging on and gota rush the driving lessons everyday with heavy brains and wobbly legs.

Luckily, the instructors have their own set of foot brake to brake the training Cars:) phew*

Oh well, back to studying:)

2008-11-28T11:18:00.003+08:00

1- Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.

2- People who got tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.

3- At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and their names.

4- No tag backs!

1: I've a mole on my left thigh which i always attempted to pluck it off manually w hands since young. ( no more now, have to accept the facts of life.)

2: I looked like an indian when i was 8 and below, a Malay when i was 9 to 14 and now finally looked like a chinese :)

3: My natural hair is wired,mop and grass like quality ( thanks to Japanese invention of rebonding!)

4: My watches and clocks are 5 mins ahead when i was in primary, 10 mins ahead when i was in secondary and 15 mins ahead now when i'm in poly! ( but i'm still always late..)

5: I like to read magazines when I shit.

6: I fear big big waterfalls and coloured floor tiles in swimming pools. ( I'll freak ! )

7: I cry everytime i see my father when i was very young. ( ie below 4 years old)

8: I don like milk, so Milo substitute milk since i was very young.

9: I've always thought that toilet is the scariest place in a house, as the ghost will come out from the toilet bowl. ( wahahaha )

10: I love to eat.

I choose not to tag anyone though:):)

2008-10-14T15:44:00.002+08:00

The new school term has started and i'm always grumbling about my SHITY TimeTable...

Monday 2hour breaks
Tueday 3hours breaks
Wednesday 2hour breaks
Thursday 3hour breaks

It's the combo of going school early and waste time on the shity breaks and end SCHOOL LATE. *roll eyes*

But nevermind, after sever calculations, i'll only spend such many many BREAKs weeks for 10 weeks! :)

Legend being :

one week MST
one week study week
round up 2 weeks of buyback
round up lessons i'll pon equal to 1 week

So about 10 weeks = 50 weekdays of school and I'm graduating! (that's FAST! )

Will miss the time being a students but not the long long breaks...

Poly can be completed in 2 years actually! :)

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I miss keval :(

2008-10-07T01:15:00.002+08:00

YEAH! :)
I've sent the order form to the spree heaven for the bag i've ( WE ) EYE on! :)
Only bought one and it's the multi purpose can sling one ( comes in Blue, Coffee , Black and Red )
AND

Jiamin ordered Coffee
JOY ordered Black
CheeLeng ordered Blue

But now there is this pouch which i find it chio and nice too! :)
If anywhere in Singapore got I'll buy; but with reasonable price lah!

2008-10-03T01:15:00.002+08:00

Thursday 2/10

Need to attend SIFE at suntec convention centre as observer.
Overslept and was a little late, gotta rush cab down.
Didnt put on any Make Up at ALL so later all the photos turn out to be
very very very UGLY!!!!
And the Hair very very very MESSY!!!!

The event was impressive and many universities came to singapore to attend this final round.
Singapore Polytechnic was choosen to represent Singapore and made it to the finals
SO we have to go down again on Friday 9am(!) at suntec to support our team! :S

The Name Tags:)
:)

Ohhh... This cabury Goodie BAG from the Sponsor Hall.

Must have the SIFE Name Tag then can enter the sponsor Hall

Security IS tight!

Then i've seen People carring this Cabury Bag since i reached but donnoe where they got.

It's only for the SIFE people! :)

Yeah!

And the things given are awesome!

1 whole packet of fun size Cabury - consist of 13 fun size bar (worth $3 - 4)
1 packet of Natural Fats Free Gummies ( worth $2 .80)
1 bar of Booster ( worth $1.50)
1 bar of Time out ( worth $1.20)
1 Clorets sweets( $1.10)
2 roll of Halls sweets ( $2)
3 copies of Cabury Magazines. ( I donoe how much they worth :D )

Total worth : ($11.60 - $12.60)

The Taxi Fare of $8 from Queenstown are balanced off le :)

The END! :)

( tml 9am suntec for SIFE... )

2008-10-03T00:49:00.004+08:00

I was browsing through some online shop that i had experience buying bag from; with clarice and yeejie and saw this bag!

I like this 2 bags very much! :)
But i don like online ordering coz it takes 1-2 months for the goods to arrive:(
But I like them:(

So i'm going bugis to check out if i can find similar bags of such! :)

Wish me Luck!
Free more birds! ( More birds More Luck! :D )

BAG 1 :

It comes in 4 colours : Blue, coffee,black and red ( But i don like red ones )

This should be the coffee one:) NICE! :S

The Black one :)

Come in sling too! :)

Nice rite? :)

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BAG 2:

It's a Backpack but the prints are cute! ( the animal series :D )

AWWWWW :(

This is the website :

http://www.sprees-heaven.blogspot.com/

and under the Kaidi & Lagram's cat Spree #1

and the taiwan website it is ordering from :

http://tw.user.bid.yahoo.com/tw/show/auctions?userID=stilaandeva&u=:stilaandeva

...

If i cant find the bag in bugis i think i'll consider buying:)

2008-09-30T01:36:00.003+08:00

Monday 29/9
Overslept and gota RUSH to driving.
Raining just didnt make it better :(
Finished stage 2 but still doing basic braking.
hahas shall reflect and improve fast :)

Fell in love with BBDC...
Love the circuits,
The Greens,
The Fake roads, traffic lights,bends, parking lots and
slopes.
The friendly instructor who pass us umbrella to walk over to our cars.
The Traffic controller who control the cars to move in and out of BBDC
etc etc etc...
:)

*****
thou shall not reveal too much things.
what meant not to be said are just meant not to be known.
Mouths and consciences are Masquerades
that make you slip ur mouth and
spill the beans...

one more full bowl of beans had been spilled
Things had better to be good and
hope the beans get dissolved in his stomach
and he not utter a word of it.
Not even in circumstances of

drunk
mishap
sharings
Truth or Dare
arguements

bla bla bla which results in letting one more bird knowing.

It gotta be serious.
No fun involved.
consequences are fatal.
& the spiller got smart and will shut every dirty little secret
ALL to herself:)

*****

Yeah coming saturday finally eating the Japanese curry buffet!
Long time no see to

Joy
Jessica
Zest
Seng wang
Thiam hee ( HeeHee monster)
and Tian hock!
Darren ( not going though. )

but sadly Keval and all coursemates got punished because SOME stupid idiot members of who knows didnt cut their hair for parade and so; NO happy friday book out for ALL of them.

Saturdays evening book out then.

Nevermind:) The public holidays just happen to pacify the discontented situation.

which means i can see him on tueday and wednesday! :):)

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Talking about meetings, i missed the Buddy Gang members and the chalet time. Wonder when is our next successful Tenting, or even meeting out to eat:)

We have known each other for almost 8 years (2002 to 2008) and still counting...

I've to admit that there are Ups and Downs for sure.

Not smooth sailing relationships in the world.

And isn't it amazing?

I'm proud of everyone and love them

although some are noisy but fun in their own ways and
some just click and love to eat
some jus happen that we can talk and share
some just so sensible and nice to be with
some just so unique and strong and fun loving.

Aren't them GREAT? :)

I think they absolutely are in their own way!:)

*****

2008-09-25T23:55:00.003+08:00

I've went for eyebrow treading again at the Indian shop( at yew tee only not Little India )

HuiPing said this time round the threading is better:)

because, it's thicker...

and JiaMin said it's like the cartoon character " la bi xiao xing! "

there it is:

If the brows are like his, I'll look similar :S

NO!!! :(

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Oh well oh well, today is just not a really good day i think :(

driving wasn't that great with loads of new mistake discoveries
what my mum's has always said is settling this guilt heart i've got and in order to save moody i skipped dinner and is horrible hungry now ( ya i know, serve me right! :) )

she said yesterday nite before leaving for her trip; " haven earn money but always spend money"

But i was only needed! to buy all the essentials :(

namely :

product 1 : shampoo
product 2 : Conditioner
Product 3 : contact lens solutions
product 4 : facial wash ( haven buy i think it's expensive ) * so if u suddenly see cheeleng full face of pimples you'll now why:) *

Total i asked for $50 :( ( but must plus and minus first : ( ...... )

oh well oh well...

and keval car failed' his assessment ( he will get kick out of course if he don pass the review too ) when i was buying the stuffs and plus guilt and plus helplessness toward him I concluded the day was really bad:(

The lucky chuck passed! :) cos his instructor passed him :)

the day ended with me typing this entry and contemplating whether to watch gossip girls :)

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and i'm hungry, when will be the next time we're meeting

joy

jessica

zest

darren

seng wang

thiam hee

tian hock

etc to eat? :)

2008-09-25T02:59:00.002+08:00

I've been watching Gossip Girls since the noon and hang onto it and THEN i realised i'm so damn slow and lag when JM told me she has already finished season2 and NOW season 3!

Oh come on, this is not the first time such things has been happening, the previous time was the Jap version of the Meteor Garden:)

But anywaysss, Love Gossip Girls!

The dudes and the babes!

Hui Ping should watch too!

why?

It's just a feel :)

Be careful, it's addictive! :)

Love Love**

2008-09-24T21:32:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MY BUDDY GANG!!!<3<3

Bukit Timah here i'm coming soon! :)

2008-09-24T13:34:00.003+08:00

Ho Chee Leng cant wait to go hiking to Bukit Timah Hill cum nature reserve! :)

They have 5 trail routes to follow:

The main trails in the Reserve

Route 1 (Red) 45 mins, trail grade: Easy

Route 2 (Blue) 35 mins, trail grade: Easy

Route 3 (Green) 1-2 hours, trail grade: Moderate to difficult

Route 4 (Yellow) 2 hrs, trail grade: Difficult

Kampong Trail (which leads to MacRitchie Reservoir) 1.5 hrs, trail grade: Easy

WAH! okay i'm quite tortoise, i didnt know from bukit timah can walk to MacRitchie Reservoir...

They have got history of WWII along the trails too! :)

Shall go wonder and explore!!! :)

*****

Let's save money and lose weight! :)

2008-09-23T17:14:00.003+08:00

Actually i've nothing to blog:)
hahas...
Jus hope that my IT show pay come faster...

i've got no pictures:(

all chalet pictures still with lee Ping Ping
all clubbing pictures with meatball JOY JOY?
ALL past pictures with jessica and joy which i nv show initiative to ask from them =S

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I love driving!
muacks :)
<3
<3

I love keval car too :)
<3
<3
<3

2008-09-22T21:24:00.002+08:00

Oh... i'm back from our long long long ago promised chalet which was FINALLY fulfilled! :)
So happy :D
It's really not easy meeting all 6 of us together and spend 2 nights sleeping together!
So clap clap for all the shadowzs who made it happened! :):):)

although the aircon was too cold at nite but i do miss the solid 3days 2nights we spent together...
lalala
waiting for the next pitching 2 tents at beaches night!:)

oh well... I'll miss the eat salsa cheese with watever we have:)
Sometime things just taste better when we share:)
yummy yummy!

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2008-09-17T19:28:00.003+08:00

I love manual Car
I love Manual Car
I love Manual Car
Yes Yes Yes!
I'm falling in love with manual car:)

I have to love it either way :S
So just take it and Love it load! :D

I'm lovin it ! :)

2008-08-26T01:33:00.003+08:00

Ohh well, the grand olympic had ended.
Isn't is magnificent?
There are so many new world record breakings and everything is just so nice and organised:)
I only started to watch all the sports on the second week * dumb me *
and my eyes are glued to the screen and cant seem to concentrate back on the notes :(

Love Beijing Olympic 2008!
It was GREAT! :)

and partly coz i've been to beijing in 2008 and saw the bird nest that's why there's an attached feeling to it:)

China!!! :)

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Banking Law paper down...
Hope it's good :S
No promises.

Looking forward to the oncoming holidays! :)
6 weeks of
sleep
eat
sleep
eat
play
driving
earn money
lose weight
FYP :S
blab blab blab...

The thought of it just make me smile : )

2008-08-22T03:48:00.003+08:00

Woot! It's another time of the year where my Bio clock is twisted because of exams...

Today Investment paper was BAD... * shake shake shake head*

And the Banking Law projects result was back and was terrible *sulk*

BAD DAY!

and keval car never reply my sms :c

2008-08-14T22:59:00.004+08:00

Was scrolling some China ITP photos and found this photos of cheeky Ce Yang...

hey hey

Let's kiss!...
HAHAHA...
Do remember how i look like with my straight hair.

I've perm.

To Xue Qin:

Everyone here is fine except for some:)

Joy is slimmer

Cheeleng is fatter!

Tiffany is a little bit less holy

Serkee always play majong

Jessica cut her hair

Darren is still as stick thin.

Zest is still a very free soldier

sengwang still as hulk

thiam hee and the rest the same:) ( i think! )

2008-07-24T01:21:00.003+08:00

Oh comon.. i cant help but think about holidays like cruise or even beach retreat now!
The strong excitement was partly due to the memories at Tioman... where it's FAR FAR away from city...
' No Boat, No Home! '
I wanna see a dark dark sky filled with tinkle tiny stars shining BRIGHTLY! :)
awww... and not forgeting what ser kee always said at Tioman...

“在这充满美丽的天空下。。。好多星星！可是为舍么你不是我的如伊朗军呢？"

No choice what... i cant become a guy! :)

Okay! i should stop dreaming about such things coz i know it wouldnt happen in any time soon :(
Do projects are more realistic! :)

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It has been the no. 4 days since my parents are not with me...
Surviving not VERY well
Coz i'm not fed properly... :p
and living room w/o father is really quiet :(

countdown to 2 more days to friday
and 4 more days to parents return! :)
1
2
3
4
:)

2008-07-21T16:55:00.002+08:00

This song is nice...
wanna change it onto my blog song...
but just think that Jasons marz "I'm yours" is nicer :)

It's "Quando Quando Quando"
By Micheal Buble and Nelly...

Quando Quando Quando - Michael Buble

2008-07-21T16:36:00.003+08:00

Oh i finally fulfilled my cravings for durians. Bought some durians home to eat :)
Quite cheap for the amount of durians at $10 only !!! :)
And the taste was quite nice also :)
and yes!
Durians will be my dinner for this whole week !

I'll slowly upgrade and buy more expensive durians once i finish this patch :)

Yes Yes! Tififi:) I wanna go cruise :) fun fun fun! but cruise got budget one meh?

2008-07-19T18:32:00.002+08:00

Some pictures i took when i'm at batam weeks ago.
The last weekends before school and MST starts and i was suer sick when i'm there.

Three little duck! At the dragonfruit farm.
The BIG BIG dragonfruit Farm
A sticker pad : To stick housefly! :)
Nice sunset! ... PS the batam bridge behide
TThe 168 bus that brought us around everywhere.

I feel like going Genting

I feel like travelling

I feel like earning money! :)

I wanna know more history

I wan to go museum

I wanna go fort Canning

I am going image of Singapore

I am going Fort siloso

I'm craving for durians

I'm craving for sweet stuffs! ( Cakes... Chocolate... Chocolate cakes...)

I know i'm getting fatter and fatter:(

Because i'm craving too much! =p

2008-07-19T17:19:00.002+08:00

Oh i'm So So So happy Xue Qin settled down already :)
And we can be connected via high technology THE INTERNET! =D
Cool Cool Cool... Strive hard and study! :)

It's Friday yesterday and we went out to celebrate seng wang belated birthday at hotpot culture at marina square.
The steamboat was soso but the menu dishes were yummilicious! :)
and not to mention the icecream and chocolate fondue.
Actually the chocolate fondue's chocolate not top grade, but the fun we had while dipping the chocolate, ordering the icecream ( seng wang : " i want vanilla, strawberry,chocolate and vanilla icecream.", seeing the chocolate 冒烟 was funny!
Okay in short, eating was enjoying and fun yesterday! :)
Jessica thanks for organising friday meetings after school! :)

cheeleng is gona be independent for the coming week :
Because my parents are leaving me behind in Singapore and they're going for holidays for a week to play.
:)

2008-07-17T01:12:00.003+08:00

Met 3/5 budy gang members to shop at bugis! :)

Shopping at bugis streets is more fulfiling coz for the amount of stuffs u get and the money spent! HAPPY HAPPY! :) :) :)

2 top

1 cardigan

1 dress

5 bangles

1 wallet ( cute! i love it! )

Food!

Saw alot of nice sandals and slippers but just don wan to spend the money on it ...

The inducement was High! = s

Ate at the HK cafe(newly opened) before shopping :)

Nice chic chop they have!

Jesmin and HuiPing

HuiLi and Cheeleng

HuiPing and HuiLi

cheeleng

when we were in Sec 4 we said to meet every 初一 and 十五

But now we'll say to meet every 初二 and 十六

Because Jm must eat vege on 初一 and 十五 ...

2008-07-15T19:30:00.007+08:00

XueQin has developed wings and fly off to Aussie to study for a year and so...

Here I wish her to score good grades and come back safely soon! For I'll miss her loads.

Here are some of the photos we took in SP staff heaven and Kbox on 4/7/2008

Friday Lunch at Staff Heaven! yummy!

XueQin and SengWang K-ing

The Food is nice, make you crave for more! :)

Jessica, me and XueQin

SengWang wear spects

XueQin bottle cap dropped into my shoes..oops.

Jessica singa High PITCH!

Zingo Dinner! hot stone rice :)

Jessica, XueQin, me and Joy!

tiny Darren,Jessica and BIG sengwang

Xq wanna hid her flabby arms!

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Due to time constraint, I should jus copy Darling Meatball Joy's Pictures :)

Photos with Courtesy of Joy Chua Pei Jing:)

Look delicious right? It is! :)

DIY Po bian

My 2 dearest Lao Po-Tififi noob and xiao long bao XinYi(my china roommate)

We watch 21 after that and it's awesome!

JIM STURGESS is so Handsome! =D=D=D

:)

2008-07-15T18:18:00.002+08:00

The day went this way... woke up late and skip 1st 2 lectures. Didn't eat with meatball joy in the end also coz her noon tutorial is cancelled so she can go home eat. So i went for my 1pm CRAA lecture and follow by that banking law tutorial.

CRAA lecture : David Tan explained the Project stuffs and i sense stress. because in my mind i know i have all this to clear ...

1- BD (fyp to others) phase 1 presentations and report. which we HAVEN started much :(
2- Investment project due next week or maybe postphone?
3-CRAA retest next week
4- PPCDL on next next week
5- CSB test tml.

and some other little things like nafa, final theory practice and evaluations and test...

But all along i bear in mind that : "WORK wouldn't kill me; only STRESS i give to myself will kill "

So i survive happily till now :)

Took back Banking Law retest paper...
wasnt good. pansy Tan was right! It's was really tricky!
I was tricked away 9.5 marks. But the paper was only over 25 marks dear :)
Was really sad coz i wanted to score for the paper
I smsed and told someone that i'm unhappy coz i didnt score well...
as expected, the reply cheered me up and was gladly excited coz i know we're meeting for dinner later.

But, what the point of dressing up, putting on earings and in the end after 3 hours of school i went back home?
After school i'm hungry. Very hungry . A hungry girl makes me an angry girl prehaps.
If indeed we're meeting why don't confirm a time and venue? at least i know i have to wait. And because it didnt happen, I assumely thought it's just my wishful thinking that there will be dinner and i didnt dare to voice out.
What happen after that?
When my tutorial ended then i know u're preparing to leave house and meet.
So i am left with few options :

namely
1 - Go home
2 - Go to town and meet coz it'll take some time on my side.

YES! I chose HOME coz tml school at 8am and test so i didnt want to wander out till late.
and i'm just restless with the options i've got coz i'm not prepared and didnt want to go home.
Nevertheless, made my choice smsed and not meeting for dinner. and head home :)
It's totally embarrassing to have tears trickle down ur cheeks and you have to pretend that nothing big has happen. But that's the truth isn't it? Nothing has happen! :)
I don't know the reasons why i've been a crybady recently. Maybe i've just drank too much water and got no other ways to secrete out the fluid so my poor eyes have to do the job. :)

Mummy knows i'm sad when i met her after school, She's on MC and went to yew tee to transfer money. Being sick she still asked me if i wanna buy durian to eat coz i was craving for it since the weekends. She jus wanna make me happier:)
Of course i didnt buy coz dad jus recover from flu and now mummy catch it so i don wanna make them have the temptation towards durians.

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The previous week i was scare over university admission and money concern, and got this sweet poem to share.

There was a time when you scored,
There was a time when studying made you bored,
There was once a time you were in love,
That same feeling you then shoved,
You were then affected,
But you picked yourself up and perfected,
you once used to wag ur piggy tail,
later your desire was not to sail,
now is the time to have hope,
coz girl i know your characters dope,
it might seem like an uphill slope,
but do this and for a degree you wouldnt have to travel the globe ,
i trust that you'd not study hard, but that you would study smart,
Please put that smile back on your face,
or bunny will be sad here stuck in base,
for in the future i pray you earn big bucks,
sweetheart for that i wish you luck.
:)

2008-07-15T01:56:00.002+08:00

I've pass BTT only! :)
okay! but well it's still happy ok!
why took so long?
can only blame myself for booking the dates late?
or coz i wan earlier dates then in the end i lose both dates?
WELL...
FATED! Ok?
:)
see i'm so positve
yes!
ho chee leng is lying!
hahas

well i freak out even if it's BTT la...
coz if fail very lose face ...
and and i don wan to waste such time already
But thank God!
I made it :)
ya la ya la...
ONLY BTT :)

and that freaking BBDC system nv update my test results..
and scare the hell out of me coz it state
" You have not pass basic theory test "
therefore cant book for the FINAL!
I was taken aback for a few seconds...
what's up?
okay jus wait and see tml ok?

Tifif the calm ing partner i ask in MSN:)

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Well things has or maybe getting better...
i have more time for more things and live
a healthier life now :)
cheeleng is
on time! :)
love to play stocks!
still like to eat!
Love buddy gang even MORE!!!
Love to go out on fri
love watching movies ( it's a change)
Love to save electricity!
hahas.

k well... my stocks are all sliding down...
please climb up k?:)

2008-07-05T02:04:00.002+08:00

i was too Immersed when the lecturer Caleb ( spelled this way?) sang and play his guitar live on the NEC event that on wed.
All the performance were awsome!
All students! 400 of them kept quiet instantly when he started singing the 1st sentence:)
sweet!

He sang "yellow" by coldplay :

Yellow - Coldplay

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This is another song I like:)

Love song by Sara Bareilles

Love Song - Sara Bareilles

:)

2008-07-05T01:12:00.004+08:00

Wahaha okay! It has been donkey years since i'm online and blogging:)

Coz previously was sick and MST too!

YES!

Sick during MST and MC for 2 papers! :( :( :(

sianpok! ;(

and retest soon!

So = STUDY time still ;(

I met up with my buddy gang at huiping house yesterday:)

Miss them loads! :(

this year all our time don match and cant meet at all :(

but we met yesterday!

whee

all managed to GO!

SURPRISED!

The six of us!

I've gain weight and look fat ;(

Jiamin is so lazy till she don wan to lift her head and watch TV

she USED the tissue box to support her head!!!

tsk tsk tsk...

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Today is Friday!

Got Gems practical!

Fun Fun Fun!

I like my teacher!

so kind! :) :) :)

we solder the circuit ourselve and got the end pdt!

Oh and i forgotten to wear long pants for pract :P

Happy Happy! :)

It can light up! :)

okay went out with XQ,Jessica,seng wang,joy and darren.

Joy and darren joined in later for dinner

while before that we went Kbox! :)

It would be great if we could meet like this every week to chat and disturb one another:)

:):):)

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Oh i love tiffany! Tififi!!! :)

She wrote this :

" ok on a lighter notewent for last 2 final theory lessons with chee leng dear dear

Whew....no more theory lessonseach 100mins

we had to go through 200mins in a row after a whole day of sch

but finally it's over

Thank God cl is with me

time pass faster with her around joking and laughing and gossiping abt tons of stuff

feel so happy with her around maybe coz she is all bright and cheerful ba

though she really think too much at times lol

but still Thank God for letting her come into my life

she has unconsciously became a very impt person in my life

strange yr 1 we are not so close???diff options might have done us gd after all

she is a really dear sis close to my heart =)=)=)

Thank God Thank God Thank God"

=D=D=D

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2008-06-17T16:48:00.002+08:00

Oh well talking about the tioman entry i took the risk to put Cairong blog html...
Hope she wouldnt scold me...
But she did a GOOD job to blog all things out! :)
YES that was tioman! :)

Here's the Html... look for the tioman entry in june:)

Cai Rong aka BT rong's Blog :) - http://alloraz.livejournal.com/

also she has some cheena entry over there too...
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And for even more detailed cheena entry u all can try to read JOY's chua blog
on month of june.
hees... she took pretty long to load that...

Joy aka Meatball Joy's blog :) - http://euphoric-.blogspot.com/

2008-06-17T01:16:00.002+08:00

I read joy's blog abt the china entry and come across this pic which is the car park opp my working building(Azia Centre in Lu Jia Zui- Pudong)

It brought back fond memories as it was the car park where my boss park his car and when he brought us out. we'll always walk through this opened space car park in the cold winter-spring.

awww ...miss the time and accompany we had there.

2008-06-17T00:17:00.002+08:00

4 days of PC show ended finally!:)
yucks...everything was bad
But the playing and making fun of song brother was fun...
Maggie mee.. hahas

2 Company too close to each other that nearly pick up a fight.
The ugly side of human.

anw things ended:):):)

I think i can just forget whta happen in tioman...
IT show is so much funny and fresh in my memories now...
hahas...
even after losing our voices we still went to Kbox to ton till morning and sing like some voiceless birds:)
and the sessin of bitching and the management and the song brother maggie mee and funny Eileen doings!...

start to study for the MST!:)

2008-06-05T21:23:00.002+08:00

I'm back from TIOMAN!
Blessed! :)

Ser kee
Jess
Eileen
Cai Rong &
Jason ( Ah Boy )

I will not forget the experienes....

WILL DEFINITELY BLOG!!!!
hahas

2008-05-28T15:31:00.005+08:00

Tiredness for no reasons is all over me.

YAY...Simply, i'm jus lazy.

bingo...

Anw Today is wednesday

2 more beautiful day and holidays are coming my way

whee whee

CHEERS!

Tioman! here i come with my loves :)

I jus pray hard that the weather don play out on us

I still wan my Sunny days.

decided to steal some photos frm joy and others and post to this poor pictureless blog...

SPSE camp.... I love this girls :)

Tian Hock farewell at Manhattan Fish Market.

XueQin, Cheeleng,Jessica and Joy

The Guys

Thiam Hee,Zest, Seng Wang,Darren,Tian Hock and Gerald

Chill at ' The Clinic '

The Pulau Ubin Day:)

2008-05-28T15:04:00.002+08:00

I love the song 'Mercy' now...
It's all over my mind...
So catchy and i'm attracted to it.
Love it.

Mercy - Duffy

Yeah Yeah Yeah x4

I love you
but i gotta stay true
my morals got me on my knees
im begging please stop playing games
*
*
i dont know what this is
cos you got me good
just like you knew you would
*
*
i dont know what you do
but you do it well
I’m under your spell
*
*
Chorus
You got me begging you for mercy
why wont you relase me
you got me begging you for mercy
why wont you release me
I said release me
*
*
Now you think that i
will be something on the side
but you got to understand
that i need a man
who can take my hand yes i do
*
*
i dont know what this is
but you got me good
just like you knew you would
*
*
i dont know what you do
but you do it well
I’m under your spell
*
*
You got me begging you for mercy
why wont you release me
you got me begging you for mercy
why wont you release me
I said you’d better release yeah yeah yeah
*
*
Im begging you for mercy
yes why wont you realse me
im begging you for mercy
*
*
you got me begging
you got me begging
you got me begging
*
*
Mercy, why wont you realise me
im begging you for mercy
why wont you release me
*
*
you got me begging you for mercy
im begging you for mercy
im begging you for mercy
im begging you for mercy
im begging you for mercy
*
*
Why wont you release me yeah yeah
break it down

{Fade}

2008-05-27T03:42:00.003+08:00

I'm okay:)
Thanks!
It made me realise how many sweet friends i really have got:)
Thanks Loads for the concern:)

If there is a will there is a way:)
*i've always believe in this thus jus let nature take it's course as i've said jus now*

Wink*

( i cant wait for holidays to come = PLAY! whee whee )

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Something to share:

Start:

My Mum complained to my dad that his arowana jump and splash alot of water onto the floor when she switch on the fish tank light at 7plus pm.

Mum: what's wrong with the fish? okay? normal?

Dad : I donnoe lei...

Mum: will the fish get hurt or abrasion when it do this( intention to jump off the tank)

Dad: YES *sadly* it's back is hurt .... can see the colour there diff?

Me(cheeleng) : OH YA HOR! Different lei! * looked stunned plus feel painful for the fish*

Dad: I think EARTHQUAKE, that's why the Fish reacted so much coz wanna run for it's life! :)

Mum and cheeleng : * speechless with such reply from dad*

The End :)

2008-05-26T01:28:00.002+08:00

Blog? yes i'm so gonna update now, but it's not a good entry to read.
I think i'm feeling emotionally unstable at this very moment or i shld say for the next few hours and days till i can hold myself and not let my imagination go wild.

JOY, u heard what the palmist said....
I THINK TOO MUCH.
yes i'm thinking and thinking now...

I feel scare now when i was still feeling fortunate the minute before.
I'm too happy with the way i'm now
I wan to step out of the comfort zone and look for happiness(there is)
BUT....
My fear consume me.
I feel scare...
i'm timid...
i don like myself this way.
i think i'm simply crazy...
i don feel secure....

maybe after a good slp
(which i don think i will deserve for not doing my portfolio and BD)
i hope i can think properly
and leave every wild thoughts i've got after reading a blog
to the trash bin...
and smile once again :)
maybe i'm jus too stress coz i nv do my work:(
haiz...

PS: gals will jus get emotional at times. bear with it.
esp for me whom was too happy for too long
so i was punished to be sad now.
sad of myself
haiz.
sad....

2008-05-09T16:02:00.003+08:00

ARGHHHHH.....
I will go burst booking for the CAR theory test!
ARGHHHHH>>>>>>>>>
Can i don go out and camp at home 1 whole day to wait for people to drop slot?
I nearly got it and i drop my slot then now....
don mention it T_T
BLA BLA BLA>>>>>>

:( :( :( :( :(
Cheeleng is extremely sad.

2008-05-05T21:03:00.003+08:00

I jus so don wanna do my report:(

I'm pondering what have i been doing the whole noon actually:S

hahas...

procrastinating...

well, my laptop is caught with virus unfortunately T_T

need to ask ah joy how she gonna reformat her already virused laptop too..

managed to steal 3 pic frm joy's blog for the birthday celebration in singapore w xueqin:)

we had to settle for a pasta restaurant as we went too late at 10 and manhattan fish market and billy bombers are closed:(

9 of us:)

Xueqin 22 & cheeleng 19 = 41 years old:)

heehees:)

2008-05-04T21:44:00.002+08:00

Life is compared to a voyage.

promise youself to be strong that
nothing can disturb your peace of mind.
Look at teh sunny side of everything
and make your optimism come true

Think only of the best
work only for the best
and expect only the best.

Forget the mistakes of the past and
press on the greater achievements of the future.

:)
:):)

2008-04-18T20:42:00.002+08:00

I'll think about the wonderful time and awesome boss everytime i see a DBS branch in singapore.
A feeling hard to describe...
It's a blessing that i've got a great boss:)

Other than me, others who went china ITP cant help but keep speaking about our experiences in china. We were just to excited and elated about the little bits of china:)
I kind of realised that we have to control our excitments.
People help saying that we've changed.
But what are the changes?
Or is it that everyone has changed after the ITP?
I remembered someone did told me before that people do change after ITP when i was still new in poly.
But i think now i truly understand:)

Darren & friends,
Pls be assured that we are still the same people:)
The same bullies:P
Ok?
Do get well and prepare to fight the battle next week:)

Loves the people who loves me:)
PS: I want and will be happy!:)

2008-04-18T01:59:00.002+08:00

1st week of school is coming to an end soon!:)
A little regrets on getting friday Gems:(
coz the rest of my classmates will be sleeping soundly when i'm walking to the gems class tml:S
Anw, school has Nothing much:):):)

Catherine smsed if i've got used to singapore?
YES!
except for the prices
&
Humid weather.
After all Singapore is our home...

Actually i do miss the DBS times in Shanghai coz i've nothing to do and await for 6pm to meet dearies namely,
JOY!
TIFFANY!
XIN YI!
PANDA!
BURGER!
&
KIND GEORGE!
for dinner and shopping:)
how i wish life can be SO HAPPY now:(:(:(

Enough of cheena:)

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Darren, i'm not sure.
But i didnt change much,
just that i was irritated by new school term and hectic buyback schedules:)
I've slowly got use to ur slow pace in speaking!
No worries!:)

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My BUDDY GANG,
which includes
JIA MIN
Hui Ping
Shi qi
Hui Li
&
Jesmin!

just to let you know that i miss you all and meet up more often ok?:)
My neck is growing and catching up with giraffe's neck coz i wanna meet u all!:))

That's about it now.
Cant wait to do so many things:)
whee:)

2008-04-14T01:07:00.003+08:00

A BIG BIG Thank You for everyone and everything that made my 19th birthday an unforgettable thing and all the many many many surprises i had both in china and back in singapore!:)

Thank you! Thank you!:)

Love you people loads!

Muackx:)

*China's photo add up to thousands so i'll post them to multiply after collation.

*Singapore is expensive!!:)

My ITP:)

2008-03-14T01:00:00.002+08:00

Typed on Thursday 13/3/08 ( in Office)

It’s another day blogging into Microsoft words:(
Pathetic la:(

Our healthy burger misses Eileen a little too much and is not really happy now knowing that we can’t meet the coming weekends for all sorts of reasons.
But things are not the way it seems for my good friend will tell me tonite:)!
Just hope that everything is good:)

It’s really filling to eat glutinous rice in the morning.
I had a delicious glutinous rice roll from those road side stall in the morning, and I’m still full till lunch hour!
But I still did have my lunch coz the bento set was too yummy to reject:(
How can I lose weight?
I’ve been gaining weight since I came to china and all the road side stalls sell food that are so cheap and delicious la.
Blame them if I do turn out to be a balloon back to spore. Hahas.

I’m sleepy:(
*yawn*

2008-03-14T00:45:00.003+08:00

Typed on Wed 12/3/08 (in office)

I've spent my winter and spring in China! The weather is turning into spring! Like air con temperature, no more of the freezing cold harsh wind
It’s has really been very long since I last blog, because china cannot access to blogspot ( JiaMin you’re right!) but smart Tiffany do have ways to it:)

I didn’t blog because I’m just simply too tired and lazy to blog everyday when I reach hotel.

Beijing
The time spent in Beijing was mainly touring and sightseeing and god knows how early one have to wake up in the morning and walk whole day (because china is BIG!) and climb stairs and walk super uneven roads or paths whatever you think it is. Thus by the end of the day when we’re back into the hotel, it’s really tiring J But time spent in Beijing are definitely worth it, as we played and truly enjoyed ourselves. I missed those times!

After all the sightseeings in Beijing, we proceed to Suzhou. Visited the Singapore Industry Park in Suzhou and tour (again!) some famous ancient gardens seeing blossom flowers and off we go to shanghai. Bidding goodbyes unwilling with the Suzhou people. The feeling of parting really don feel good…

Shanghai
Started work on 25 feb.
And right now I’m using Microsoft to blog and later transfer to blogspot.
Why?
Because DBS did not give us ID and password so we cannot access to the internet nor use computer:(
So sad:(
I brought my lappy coz my supervisor wants me to read financial spreads coz he knows I’m bored:/
That’s why I can blog in MS 1st:)
It’s already the 3rd week and 3rd day of my work:)
Half more to GO!
The 1st and 2nd week was really terrible.
Things only started to turn better this week or maybe it’s because I know it’s ending that’s why I felt better and happily:(
But truthfully, till now, I think I like working and living in this environment.
The thought of ending my ITP and going back to spore does not feel really good.
Maybe I’ve already got used to all the little bits of life here!
Morning rush for MRT and the type of squeezing we have to endure both in MRT and buses.
WAH! It’s totally awesome!
I’m really speechless the 1st time I board the MRT in the morning.
How the people do push and managed to squeeze into the ALREADY packed train.
Sometimes, I do like the feeling; coz I don have to care about others; as in everyone are not being polite so I don’t need to.
Unlike Singapore’s packed train in the morning, the trains of shanghai are really powerful coz you really don’t need to be afraid of falling or losing your balance. You wouldn’t have the space to do so. There isn’t 0.5cm space between commuters at all! Guys will definitely love to take such trains I think. It’s totally body contact!!
We do wonder how smelly and unbearable it will be in the summer season.
Imagine you are so close to a sweaty old man and if you’re short, bless you; you’ll have to smell his armpit.
Haiz, luckily I’m here in the winter:(
No smelly creatures:(
I think when I’m back in spore I’ll miss everything here, including the MRT.
Hahas

One thing I definitely wouldn’t get use to when I’m back to Singapore would be the prices.
Things are expensive in shanghai as compared to any other citys in china. But no matter how expensive it’ll still be cheaper than in spore (not all cases though, but majority)
Restaurant meals can be S$5:(
Japanese restaurant being served traditionally and sitting in those tradition Japaneses’ room (those sit on the floor type) is only S$10:(

Another thing would be the carefree life we’ve got everyday after work, playing, shopping or just meeting out together for dinner after work. How can we meet to go out everyday when back in Singapore?

The people in my office do make me miss shanghai. My supervisor and the people around are all very friendly and good. The hostility of them were soon gone after some smiles here and there when our eyes met in toilet or pantry:(
I’ve finally realize how office life are:(
Quite nice:(
Political parts are still alien to me as I’m not staying here for long
But so far so good.
Just that I’m not doing much
Coz we’re jus interns:(
Good or Bad?
Everyone is the same I think:)

Imagine me saying all this miss shanghai thingies when I’m not yet leaving for spore but still in shanghai?
I think I’m a little overheaded.

I do miss my parents, friends and others in spore for sure:(

I wishes JM all the best in china too!
Wish that HP, SQ, Clarice and YeeJies’ ITP are okay and happy.
Also all other friends’ ITP to be well and smoothly:(
How is XueQin going on? Ser kee ?

2008-02-06T22:03:00.000+08:00

Thank You HuiPing for giving me the Bunny which looked like cat:)

I love it very much!

It's hard work you know!

ALL head to toe of the bunny was hand made:)

It's bright orange in colour! nicenice!

because i didnt want it to be lonely so i added a hippo to it:)

it's very irony that a bunny/cat is BIGGER than a hippo! hahas

Bunny with small hippo:)

Full bodied Bunny!:)

Hey hey, please think of a Good and auspicious name for this bunny okay!

It's fatherless, i don wan it to be nameless too! hahas.

JM got her alexis! what about me? :):):)

2008-02-06T21:51:00.000+08:00

okay my name is Ho Chee Leng! but if i add my english name to it ie eileen ho chee leng, the explaination is different i shall copy the differences down for you to analyse. :)
Got this from clarice's blog:) hehe

What Ho Chee Leng Means

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

OKAY! the differences is

"You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start."

That's EILEEN! :)

2008-02-06T20:06:00.000+08:00

Hahas, joy joy, not that i never blog is there is no time to blog and i'm always sleepy :)
Anyway, I want to wish everyone a very
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
whoo whoo! :)

okay, lets start to blog about things after exams.

EVILxams all ended on awesome wednesday and i went shopping with sweeties clarice and yeejie.
And i'm sad to confessed that my appettie had increased a GREAT deal:(
because i'm still incredibly hungry after gobbling down the whole BIG bowl of ajisen noodle...
yum yum...
* it's back to normal now , in case JM laugh at me .. NONO dinosaur! :) *
It will be about 2 months of not seeing this 2 sweeties :(

Thurday!
It's the end of evilams for dearies tiffany and joy and serkee!!! kee kee kee
We meet up with dinosaur appettie xueqin to collect her pay at funan
and we had our dinner there coz I'm extremely hungry.
after that joy went to meet her mum and
we proceed to bugis to shop for xueqin and serkee's dresses.
hahahahas.... i'm very honoured to see ser kee in dresses!

Friday!
As usual, due to accumulated lack of sleep, i overslept a little and was a little late when i meet
XueQin, ser kee, tiffany, darren and joy for my long long awaited steak at jack's place marina SQ.
YUM YUM
we still prefer hog's breathe:)
joy went for chalet,
Darren went for tuition
we went for shopping at far east w serkee's brother.
Okay! let me say something!
Ser kee and her brother are just photocopied!
THEY ARE THE SAME!!!
kowtows to the 2 of them!
bought mummy a bag for her birthday in the end.
went for sailing TBC.

SAT!
wake up early in the moring at PM coz the rock liked floor in topper room jus cant make me fall asleep.
And was stung by mosquitoes the whole morning in the open area.
Weilu and zhe yang was there too.
Play play play
BBQ
and i went off for chalet.
i met tiffany and serkee in pasir ris coz they just reached not long ago and decided to wait for me.
I've got companion then. phew
upon approaching pasir ris and Seeing their familiar faces just gave me a sense of happiness and brought a big smile to my tired face.
The importance of friends
and how do true friends really care and concern
i felt it that night.
Thanks so much!
play play play
play play play
hahha
still playing

SUN!
Had an early breakfast at mac
and went home.
we kept knocking onto each other while sleeping on the journey home.
went home! reached home
SLEEP!
Had yummilious dinner at the donnoe what hill top for mummy's birthday.

Mon!
Went for the ITP briefing
SO much to brief
yawn!
went for dinner w joy and no shopping:(

Tue!
Interview...quite scary la.
and joy told me smth i shld be happy abt:)
heehees
rebonding
and it's short now! :(:(:(
met up with shadowz but don hav huili [ coz she's working:( :(] and plus yong cai .
had a very late dinner
and they went sheng shiong!

Wed! today!
eve of chinese new year!
I'm watching the dou niu yao bu yao and it's boring UNTIL
episode 2! which i think i'll be hang onto it soon! thanks clarice!
it's be my after work entertainment during my ITP if i don wanna go out and spend money:)
there's still loads of drama i haven watch.

I hope my ITP room mate lina will watch all this drama. if not i'll persude her to watch w me coz i wanna watch:)hahas
i think she is friendly and nice:)
and very out going:)
Hope we can work and sleep well together:) hahas
AND i've got the traveller iron *no worries*
i've yet to pack my bag coz i'm too lazy and unwilling to pack.
so much clothes to bring :(
I still donnoe how xinyi look like.
die! i don wan to live in the room alone :(

I love my parents coz they're lovey dovey:)
hahas
daddy bought roses for mum's birthday
spend alot of money for GOLD things.
hold hands when they go out (even i felt like a gooseberry)
and much much more!
Happily ever after:)

2008-01-31T01:30:00.000+08:00

I've to said that CHEELENG is STRONG and MIGHTY!
Whoo...
WHY?
because I said so!:) * I know it's random and self claimed*
I've the strength of 2 men
I've the mind of 10 women
*Boo Boo Boo! Heavily Blowing cow*
It's just post examination craziness...bear with me :)

The storybook alike life has evolved and emerge into yet another interesting episode.
Charactors have grown up and changes are deem to be seem.
Time just do not wait for anyone and it's the best ever medicine in LIFE!
Ink fade in time
correction tape turns yellow in time
wounds and scars heal in time [ my infected wound is drying and healing : ) ]
Zip get rusty in time
water get evaporated in time
time time & time
I'm a year 3 in time! Horray!

And Cheena is down with some MAJOR snow disaster!
OH MY GOD!
OH MY GOD!

And i went out with clarice and yeejie after the paper
I'll miss them and wonders how they'll do in OCBC...
Raffle lunch! Raffle Lunch! Raffle Lunch!

Not forgeting, i've already missed my buddy gang terribly.
Since when was the last time we meet? Was it on Christmas? YES!
Sad to say, It is ,... and it's already more than a month.
I wan a family Photo again!

2008-01-28T23:58:00.000+08:00

Ohh...another nice song to share:)
Got it from kaytee's friendster..
[]

[]
If our love was a fairytale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say I do
[]
[]
And if we had babies they would look like you
It'd be so beautiful if that came true
You don't even know how very special you are
[]
[Chorus]
[]
You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless
[]
[]
And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I'm thankful for the life we've made
[]
[]
And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don't even know how very special you are
[]
[Chorus]
[]
You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You're like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You're something special
I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life
[]
[Chorus]
[]

2008-01-28T15:07:00.000+08:00

Love this song...

It has been here for quite some time

but i still like it.

Kind of sad but the rhythm is nice:)

[]

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see

That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about

And she's got everything that I have to live without

[]

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny

That I can't even see anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,

I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[]

[Chorus:]

[]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

[]

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?

And there he goes, so perfectly,The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love

Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[]

[Repeat Chorus]

[]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light

I'll put his picture down and maybe

Get some sleep tonight

[]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart

He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

He's the time taken up, but there's never enough

And he's all that I need to fall into..

[]

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see

2008-01-28T14:52:00.000+08:00

3 papers down :) one last one to go!
Crazy times after exams just can't help but kept pending in my notes,definitions and key points congested mind; I almost forget that exams was just so near.
I admitted that i didn't work hard the previous semester and i can see myself pushing hard this time round.
Hope the effort tally with the results
FMKT is over with SGX regulatory roles and stuffssss left unclear of.
And is the final figure $9 300?
Anyway, what done is done...

credit risk analysis administration...
here i'm coming...

I'm so so so so so scare karma will come upon me for always being so bad
tsk tsk tsk.
I must be good =P
hahas
Steak Steak Steak!!!
Can't wait for it... awww...

I just want to sleep :x

2008-01-27T04:35:00.000+08:00

Owning to the many overnite studying last week,
My bio clock is screwed. I can't fall asleep.
I've been tossing around on my bed since 2 till now, 4plus but still WIDE awake.
Oh no. It's not going to do me any good if it persist on.
Maybe downing 2 teaspoons of cough medicine can help since i don have sleeping pills at home.
But, i'm not going to do that:)
who knows if there's side effect?

make me sleep
make me sleep
i want to sleep!:)

meh meh meh...
i don wan to count sheeps!

2008-01-25T20:53:00.000+08:00

First of all i want to show my utmost apologies to 2 of my good friend namely
Joy chua & Darren

Coz i overslept and was late and they waited for me and and and so on... which made me even more sinful if i stated them all out.

I'm sorry... :(

************************

And well, It's friday!
And i've completed 2 major modules for this semester
Business law & Fundamental of finance!!!
whee :D

let's share my emotions for the past week...
people who read my blog know i'm super depressed and stress out over blaw coz i don understand the terms and all the stuffsssss....
But since enlightenments came about on
friday 18/01/08
i can study:)
Studied FF on weekends
Studied blaw on mon and tue
blaw paper on tension WED.

but time just wouldnt wait and tick tick tick...
I sat for blaw paper and tick tick tick ...
It's over!
I was smiling to myself when the invigilator collected my paper
and the sense of relieve...
I am hungry after the paper:)
Went back to yew tee and bought 2 oily chicken wings to please my groaning stomach while waiting for my dinner at night.
was still smiling to myself on the walking journey home.
I totally cant forget the sensation while tearing and chewing that 2 pieces of totally heavenly chicken wings!
It activated my almost spoilt tastebuds.
It's simply YUMMY.
* i think i'm gona buy a spring chicken back soon*
after eating i fell asleep...
there's still FF paper the next day(thurs)
stayed up all the nite to study till 6am and catch some sleep
and i toss around my bed till 7
while i was sleeping...
it's all formulaes and formulaes and working and theory and calcuations in my mind.
I'm already very tired.
and worst was i woke up every 2 hours coz of the maths nightmare and fear of overslept, alarm not working etc...
tick tick tick...
sat for FF paper on thur
and IT"S OVER!
Phew...

went out w SQ and HP after the FF paper.
Bought 4 dresses and 2 long tops
I love Shopping:)
Shopping is the sport that perk me up when i'm die tired :)

I think i'm hang onto eating steaks nowadays.
after the 'not enough' steak session at hogs breath
and we conclude to order the upsize steak of 400gm the next time:)
salivating already.
nevermind, i'll meet tiffany and gang for steak next friday:)
Good thing it's deal! :)

though only 2 papers are down but it's still a huge release.
No more staying up overnite
No more coffee to have the instant boast which only help a little.
No more blaw
No more FF
=D
Happy cheeleng:)

awaiting list:
The house and One missed call with darren and xue qin gang!
Eat steak:)
Eat sushi:)
Eat steamboat
Eat Eat Eat and EAT :) * eating make cheeleng a happy girl:) *
Shopping:)

Oh...i can't wait for saturday shopping with huiping already :x
about 13 hours more...

This songs are nice:)
Tatto
bleeding love
teardrops on my guitar
ever ever after

JiaYou for last 2 paper:):)

2008-01-20T14:37:00.000+08:00

Dear friends

Thank you so much for all the sweetest care and concern over the past few days.
I appreciate it very much :)
It simply let me realised that no matter how depressed i am, I wouldn't be alone.
Like what Darren said
" You are not the alone star on the dark sky; If you look carefully, there are plenty more who are around you and care. "
Thanks! :)

Been FF-ing during the weekends,
as long as i'm not reading blaw i think the stress factor is not that intense.
so blaw is the culprit.
Everyone is pumping blaw into their filled brain.
Good luck to everyone! :)
In less than 2 weeks all the exams will be over,
so just gear up and finish it. :)

JiaMin is going to have a heavy week down the road.
All the best for u ok? :)
YOU can do it!
I've faith in YOU! :)

*when things go wrong, your close friends who love you will Never go wrong! :) *
*Wake up each day telling yourselve that ' today will be a good day! It's better than yesterday!!' and SMILE *
after all, how u want the day to be depends on yourselve:)
I choose to be HAPPY! :)
and that's how i managed to smile when i'm typing this entry:)

2008-01-18T01:00:00.000+08:00

At the rate i'm going on now,
i may be insane soon.
can someone jus slap me and wake me up?
yes someone did already.
The excruciating pain.
The useless weeping.
i silently teared on my way back from studying with joy and gang.
The atmosphere was just too perfect.
drizzle, cold, silent night and awful thinkings.
xq, i'm very scare.
I'm really really terrified.

blaw don seem to get into my mind,
all the law terms are total strangers to me.
i'm scare.
it's only 1 of the paper.
3 more to kill me.
Life, again and agian. repeating and repeating
I'm tired, both mentally and physical. I can't cry or show any sign to mum who shown concern.
But deep inside me. I'm freak out.
i think blogging it out is the only way to leak out the fears i'm enduring.

just let it be.
it's stress.

i don't know what i'm typing:)

2008-01-16T19:50:00.000+08:00

Maybe the always smiling and cheerful cheeleng should be back?
Yes.
But for the time being,
The smile on her face may just be there to mask her fear,unhappiness and uncertainties.
Yes.
I'm scare.
I'm Lost.
I'm unhappy.
I'm cheeleng no more.
I've lost the battle with myself.
No matter what happen,
cheeleng will never fails to hang that smile back on her face.
It's a matter of time.
:)

Exams will end in 14 days!
It's something i've been looking forward to:)

Early in the morning, went for the flu vaccination
Which said, will have side effects like feverish...
are dizzy spell consider feverish?
I cant afford to be sick at this crucial period of time.
In the noon i still have the ENS test to sit for. =X

The test,
The 40% ENS practical is finally OVER.
:)
No worries about it anymore.
it was rather ok:)
A blessing:)
The people and the qns are nice=)
We had fun negotiating also.
Regina and me couldnt help but kept laughing at the unreasonable prices we gave to the OP.
hahas.
Before the test, Jiamin sent me a sms.

It says: " Hello baby hello baby! suddenly miss you so msg u! haha take care! exams AD AD huh!"

A simple sms like this can makes my day:)
I love JiaMin!
This cute little meanie=P

Thanks XueQin.
She'll know why i thank her:)

Smile*

I love my friends!

2008-01-15T01:15:00.000+08:00

I just suddenly realise how 2007 had flies..

*Remembered how i cried for months during May till Aug,
for something that will never be back.

*Remembered how i cried under my pillow
when my parents were on the edge to divorce.

*And not forgeting a long 7 hours chat which also made me cried
like a lost little girl in the end of year.

Seeing my parents back together in happiness gave me a sense of relief.
"I got back something, but i lost something."
But at least, what i've got is worth IT!.

Once again, I thank these 'used to be' strangers BUT whom are now close angels to me
who came from all walks of life
save me
just like an angel
with Halo on their head
* Thank You.*

Missmiss*

2008-01-14T01:12:00.000+08:00

Some thoughts in mind.

1.
Business Law do makes people go guilty and crazy at nite. :)
Clarice and yeeje knows.
anw i think it's more or less DONE!

2.
words and words can be decieving,
Trust them with precautious in mind okay?
Cheeleng! pls be smart. :)

3.
May i know who is GA?
don tell me is gerald Ang!
i remember his surname is Ong.
so who is GA who gave me an encouragement email?
I thank this someone for the email coz it was really sweet.
Thanks! :)

4.
Examinations coming soon.
Give me the energy and concentrations to study can ?

5.
I miss people loads.
Love the people who loved me!

Worries:

1.
After observing my wound on my calf for whole day,
I'm utterly afraid that it will leave the red scar there on my calf!
My leg! :(
Please don't. ;(

2.
Will i score what i want this sem?
man, I'm so gona drill my mind with all the notes!
Pls Pls Pls....
I'm scare like a rat now.
I love chipmunks *being random*

3.
What are Youu thinking?
Shit!!
Nah Nah ...

2008-01-13T13:26:00.000+08:00

The 10 - 12 of Jan was the SP open house.
Busy yet fun!
The people i've crap, play and hang out with.
It's jus so soon that all those year 3 frens of mine are leaving the school in weeks.
I cant imagine time move so fast that i'll be year3 soon.
People like xueqin woulndt be in school anymore frm apr.
I'm so gona miss her and loads of year 3 people.
:( *sob*

Things are just so un-predictable :S
moments of joy
next moment...
It'll turn into fear.

I think I've just enjoyed so much during this open house.
un explainable feeling of HAPPINESS!

There's a ugly wound on my heel and calf due to a careless fall on the slippy ramp at poly marina.

worse still is the stratches on my calf were down w infectious for God knows reasons.

It's utterly disgusted and ugly. :(

The doctor fee cost $38

My mum gave concerns every now and then via sms and phonecalls.

I really appreciated it.

Love Mummy.

perhaps she's as worried as me if there will leave this ugly scar on my calf.

btw, to people who didnt see it, bless you. coz it was seriously infected.

The piece of nearly rotten meat on thur.

and those yellowish juice kept bursting out of my wound which make me lose my appettie.

It got much better after consulting doc on thur nite and frequently applying of the creams and washin the wound with the wash solution the doc gave.

I had to swallow HUGE tablets of antibatic also.

oops..i'm not suppose to blog coz i've not done w the Blaw report due tonite.

Hang on monkeys!:)
heehee.

2008-01-08T16:21:00.000+08:00

BOO...
I've got a new entry but it didnt appear after it was posted.
And when it appear, my blog all got hay wire.
Pictures and words flying EVERYWHERE<>

Listen to the song tatoo by jordin Sparks.
It's nice.
Wanted to put onto this blog to share but things just don go my way.
BOO.

Mummy is sick. :(
I've Blaw report and Ma test to study for.
Wish me luck.
School is getting tense.
Everything is pilling up on "tiny" me.
I wan to breathe!
sniff sniff.

love love*

2008-01-07T23:48:00.000+08:00

This entry is random.
But there is really a need for me to blog down.
I may appear strong and give a smile.
But deep inside this cheeleng hides a different emotions
where i don think there is a need to show.

people who knows will know what i meant.
It's jus life.
I accepted it.
So i'm living fine w it.
Am i?
Not sure.
"Sunshine after the rain"

Darren saw me 8.45am this morning in sch walking reverse direction.
He sent me an sms to ask if i'm ok?
I didnt reply coz soon after i met tiffany and was walking w her.
when i'm typing this entry, he smsed again. Thanks Fren, at least i know u care:)

Darren said, "yoz, you alright? today you walked past me and saw you quite depress..."

Cheeleng replied, " I'm ok. I met tiffany after that ; and walked w her to lecture."

Darren replied, "first time see you so depress. take care man."

Qns: Am i really depressed this morning? I donnoe. I think so. coz i was so lost in school.

* darren, Thanks! :)

2008-01-07T22:21:00.000+08:00

I'm sad to official announce that my BIG bear balloon is NO longer flying :(

When he is still flyin High! :)
I found him lying dead on the floor:(

The Year of 2008 has finally came.

A brand new year

A new beginning:)

Everything will be GREAT!
Coz i've got GREAT companions:)

This figures will embark in this up coming new,exciting,ever happy and happening journey of 2008 with me!

Whoo....

-my beloved JiaMin, HuiPing,ShiQi,Jesmin and Hui Li.

-Joy,Tiffany,Serkee,XueQin,Darren(dou miao/seedlings)
-classmates> clarice, YeeJie,Vincent,Ivan and ChenLong
-and all my other friends!:)
*did i miss anyone out?

2007-12-22T02:31:00.000+08:00

HP made my already deflating Bearie Alive AGAIN! :)

It's so full and bursting w air.

Fly Fly FLY!

Lovin' IT!

It will last for a month * i think*

The BIG trouble-Maker!

**************************

ps: JESMIN! Happy 18th Birthday!

May all your wishes come through

and Good Grades for ur A's

Happy Always!

*************************

Today was suppose to go out with HP

But i couldnt finish my report thus have to ask her come my house play awhile then i've gota go to sch and hand in the report:(

sorry:(

and when i get back to sch...do awhile?

and OFF i go=)

Go home:)

I miss sweet home after leaving it for 3 hours:)

*crap*

*Oh No, I haven return HP the $3 for the ramily Burger*

Nvm, I'll see you tml:)

A day was jus spent so meaninglessLy.

Tired and sick.

I wish for a better year for christmas!

Merry Merry Christmas!

RandoM:

I simply misses Jiamin *meanie*

I'm guilty toward HuiPing * coz I'm late*

Want to sail w ShiQi *Suku*

Wonder how is HuiLi * lost touch*

Wan to hug birthday Girl JESMIN!

Friends, I need you girls. :(

2007-12-20T14:15:00.000+08:00

Accidentaily, i over slept for the meeting at woodlands and caused some uneasy time for my 2 frens ( U know who?)
And tiny mini darren sarcastically said i've concasion:S
Coz i'm
Efficient =D *self claimed*
Ideas can flow........ whoo
I talked in ways he agree.
Anw, that's because i've enough sleep :)

*Thank You very Much for the Big tub of chocolates!*

Rushed off to Clarices' chalet at downtown east.
Met YJ first and the journey there was tired coz both of us were yawning all the way there.
It's only when we reached and get ourselves high then we perk up our spirits.
BBQ in the rain a little.

Clarice - HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!
You're Finally 18!!!
Can go Jackport Room!
Can Book driving License!
Can go clubbing!
And hope u enjoyed ur birthday! :)
Love you Girl!!!

Gossips
gossips &
Gossips!
So loud that security guards kept knocking on both doors.
hahas.
The "locked" toilet door which freak us out :S
Gossiping is still the best thing ever we love.
Endless topics abt YTSS to talk and it's juicy!
clap clap for the happening-ness:)

2007-12-19T02:32:00.000+08:00

The photo which Darren jie jie* said i looked different. Izzit? ( Jesmin Tea And CheeLeng the Dino)

The conclusion: Our Darren jie jie haven seen me for weeks and he doesnt know that i actually look like this NOW :) But in hours time, we'll meet. For the BUYBACK meeting :(

And i'll get to see Tiffany too! :)

And in 11 hours time, i'll meet the sweets, clarice and YJ.

OH god, i've saw smth. and i know it's affecting. Blessed am i? I hope :)

2007-12-19T02:11:00.001+08:00

Smile :)
For the wonderful day I've got spending with frens like SerKee and XueQin.
As Usual, i overslept and met them 1 hour later. * they expected it*
And they were smart not to call me:)
And today!
Miss Ser Kee Birthday! so we went to weird places ( as she wanted)
CHINATOWN!
wahaha...

Hans.
Gossipppss * hehe*
Still Gossips everywhere we go =P
Mind Cafe ( Nono full house)
Tarot cards ( nono too expensive)
Drink kopi ( nono it's tea and milo)
and byebye to ser kee.

ps: Ser kee, we just want you to be happy. Hope you are.

After that, was wondering ard with crazy auntie xueqin

*Pray Indian Temple
*Pray Chinese Temple
*Touched the smiley Buddha
*Pray and thank lord for my food.
(wonderful combo :s)

went for the divination.
true?
Scary!
shiver!
and i nearly burnt my hands=p
Will go again:)
:)

Went for dinner with super dino crazy auntie xueqin!
-Eat so much! Dinosaur fren i've got! *Good fren!
-Emo- ing
-Bought soft toy =D ( ah MOO^ )
-Settled Christmas Gifts * phew*

Home sweet home! :)
I love my pair of legs that bring me through all the tedious walks.
Thank you! :)

Title Title!

2007-12-18T00:05:00.000+08:00

Whoo...
It has been so Looonnnnggg since my last posting after something was screwed up with my blog template.
Well...I'M back!

New and refreshed!

I've read all my past entries.
So much things have actually happen.
And people changed.
You know what la ar?
As at the same time of losing some friends, i've gotten more new and NICE people.
And smile is still on my face.
Coz i know inside this shell of mine lived a strong Girl.
:)

******************************

Joy, went korea for holiday--- Enjoy ur trip!

Ser Kee, It's ur birthday! Happy Birthday! I Love YOU!

Jesmin, Ur birthday coming soon! :)

2007-10-23T15:38:00.000+08:00

The Friends who became part of my life.

Without them, most probably i'm not the Chee Leng Now.

That's how strong the impact they had on me.

**************************

The Entrepreneur Camp!

Really Thank the people who help out in the Night Walk.

Without them there wouldnt be a decent night Walk

Claps Claps Claps for

CLS : the most scarest toilet Ghost!

I think everyone agrees that they really put in alot of effort in the haunted toilet

SPSU: "red bridge" The felmale ghost so fierce! so REAL!

BackPipes? (spelled this way?) : help in many ways :)

AND

SAILORS! : 3 cheers for sailors! Most of the ghost were sailors! :) I'm proud of sailors!

PS: SP is really haunted.

*****************************************

I forgotten when i ate this, but trust me the PIZZA is really NICE!!!

erm the pasta so so la... but the pizza is definitely a must try.

It's at 2nd level of central.

2007-10-07T02:07:00.001+08:00

it's time to give this dead blog some picture.

Kisses frm Darling JOY :)
Frens for 1 yr plus, 1st outing/shopping trip w TIFFANY!!!
We jus simply love the soup. So rich and delicious.
Mummy and Me at HK - macau

multiply is much easier to upload photos.

2007-09-22T17:31:00.000+08:00

somehow i felt that i've left this wonderful and pretty world for awhile.
But now, i know i'm back on track
back to school

The past 1 month was really there for me and
i leanrt,
i realised,
i see,
i enjoyed,
i played hard,
and i was crazy
but
everything was worth it=)

really enjoyed this holidays so MUCH!

****************************

The COMEX with joy,XQ,SK,racheal and darren:)
So fun
so happening
my 1st experience
hmmm,
words cant describe:)

****************************

The redang!
AH ha...
I love Tikis!
=D
too many pictures.
maybe will post to multiply.

***************************

bookbuzz
PPCDL
Hong Kong.

2007-09-14T22:10:00.000+08:00

I wouldnt get the chance to tell JM how much i love her on 16 sep personally,
so i'll announce here how precious she is:)

KOH JIA MIN!
HAPPY 18 BIRTHDAY!!!
U're my precious little princess which i'll adore my whole life!
*sound so mushy=S*
but nvm coz it's for our JM:)

Little shadowz pls take good care of urself and feed urself well with nutrients
for i'll miss all of YOU!

As for joy, xq,sk and darren play hard before this holiday ends:)
I'll miss u all too! :)
We go eat and eat and eat !

2007-08-25T02:39:00.000+08:00

Congratulation to Everyone!
(ShiQi, HuiPing and everyone!)
Cos exams are OVER!
Jumping for JOY!
WOOHOO
Holidays are coming our way.

Went for class chalet after exams
Tired but fun
and Juicy gossip are not to be forgotten.
Some bondings and many games:)
So MANY jumping photos. hahahas
Thank you the effort of those who organise:)
Unforgetable class chalet.

The journey home was horrible,
i kept knocking onto the lady beside me; we're just too sleepy; i cant help it.
And apologise to HP for forgetten to inform u that Jm cant make it.

I will upload the photo in next entry:)
Quite a number of photos.

.............................................................

Friends! Enjoy the Holidays! =D

2007-08-20T20:20:00.000+08:00

Firstly...

Congratulation to my dear Koh Jia Min and Belinda
that their exams are OVER!

Horray horray.... :)

..................................................

Next i'm sharing this funny? good luck sms frm YM
Note: i complaint of not enough luck the other time and must free more birds for me so here come the free more birds sms.

Start:

Talk to Richard Gere about sponsoring me some birds to free last night.

He told me he almost went broke helping that little girl the previous time...

But since i asked so nicely...He promised me just one bird...

So i opted for the Biggest!

And freed an ostrich!

Good Luck for your Paper today!

END.

I couldnt help but laugh when i saw the sms.
Typical lame but can see effort in it.
Hahahas...

2 paper down.
1 more to go:)
Jia you to all people my myself who are still having exams:)

2007-08-19T01:06:00.000+08:00

We must give thanksgiving:)
And this sem wouldnt hav ended properly w/o helpful souls and great classmates.
Thus, i've edited and add on the thanks and appreciations i've toward my great classmates and friends in the previous entry.

Thanks Lots.
Cheer for the coming Holidays!
:)

2007-08-16T22:51:00.000+08:00

Tatan. In the mist of my heavy studying i got all this rushing into my already compressed mind.

My Angels:I can see the halo on top of their head :)
They're all my Buddies!

*Love the way JM laugh at my silly comments
EG: Ichiban there

CL : I can take the menu back and use as Bookmark lei:)
JM : Wahahahahhahahahahahhaha , This is funny..hahahhahaha...

before saying the menu, i was talking about me eating a Cookie a day, coz i had 12 cookies at home and i'll eat one per day and when i finished the 12 cookies ; i'll turn into cookie monster.

( Since sec 4, u're the one who will laugh hard at my jokes :) hehe)
The one who perks me up everytime!
Pretty JM.

Good Luck for ur exam on fri 17/8/07
AD AD AD!!!
*huggies*

* HuiPing,
She is the weird friend;) But i'm willing to be weird with her.
I'll help u eat stuffs u don eat .
( i'm helping JM eat her vege too, that's explain the diff in our sizes =P)
She love all the housewife's chores;
cook..
Bake..
sewing { bunny for JM, tee for SQ... but none for me yet :( }
Her love for animals
her passion to be zookeeper and she's in BF course.
Lets teach monkey how to trade and elephant to be bank tellers tgt :)
She is awesome!

*SQ
WOW
this gal is wonderful!
she is almost made of metal.
her simple words sometime sound so humourous to us.
and she has a character of her own
and She is simply unique
words are not enough to describe her.
Korea...

*HuiLi
The great fren who sat beside me for sec 3 and sec 4
She is helpful
clever.
cheeky
FUN
pretty
Funny!
Our parents talked on the 1st day of sch.
and she is the 1st gal i called to ask homework in sec 1
I still rmb the days when i will sing and sing when we're doing A maths hw
and i'll jus go super out of tune- jus like a spoilt radio.
She will always say
: when will ur radio be fixed ar?
I miss her corkroach fringe.

* Jesmin
I always go her house and talk to her mum
I act like an auntie.
hahaha
she is snow white.
and soft + fragile like tofu.
BUT
she is violent and will pinch JM
she can be very determined if she wants
yes, and i believe in her.
she will stay happy=)
yup gal, i miss u !
Love ya too.
U're loved :)

My classmates:

*clarice and Yeejie
They are always there. That's one thing i have to say
clarice can talk about anything. Really EVerything.
and she is direct and frank. Good!
YeeJie seems quiet but not really quiet and she is sweet.
She is TALL.
Make Up gal and beautiful lashes.
God Bless this 2 girls ;)
And bless us with stronger friendship and bond.

add on:
How can i forget about the boys, Vincent,Ivan and chen long:)
They can always do things and attend all lectures punctually.
They are my projectmates for almost all the projects in this sem
except MA (ChenLong,Susan and ZhongWen)
WOW!
Imagine how many projects we've conqured?
Really all the modules!
Hooray for this people : Clarice, Yeejie, Vincent,Ivan and Chen Long
They made my sem ended peacefully
Great Classmates, Great People, Great Friends and Great companion:)
Cant think of school w/o them.
Thanks!

*Tiffany
My year 1 close mate.
My Sister now.
Politic in year 1 but we stay strong tgt
and soon we grow and we had more
and we get so close tgt.
no matter how much muslim food she eat she jus don grow fat.
envy=S
she has found her purpose in life and is struggling her life in christ now.
It;s a tough journey for her
but eventually she will meet God and lay at his altar.
She understands me well too
and know when i lied ( maybe everyone can see through my lies)
We're physically far
maybe it's because of the split of class that make me put on a smile whenever i see her in campus.
In god she live and breathe.
:)

* Joy Joy
Ah haha... this girl ar.
One of a kind i met so far.
Princess
She'll know wat i mean (hehe)
But she is cute. haha
her high pitch voice when she shout into teh classmate for me =P

After the FA exam:
JOY: CHEELENG ar, u still in the class ar?
So loud but it's funny=)

She is another creature who can make me laugh with jus simple comments and casual words.
Super crapper is she.
It's really a joy knowing her.
brighten up our life!
She is powerful!

*XueQin
haha we think alike coz aries=)
she is a gd listener
gd fren and sister.
Future Good MUM'
Shoppin w her is funny
coz she is like a mummy.
what more? haha
so much more.
Her Lame Lame jokes

*Darren
The skinny bamboo
Grow Grow Grow.
We'll be sistor.

*bell
My secret bottle.
How is she?
She has got a head of purple hair.
So not Belinda.
:)

*Catherine and yiwen
My childhood buddy.
Changed so much.
but good changes.
Catherine lives One floor above me and we played tgt.
so close.
Yiwen transfer school and that's how we met.
she is so pretty now.
envy her figure.

:)

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2007-08-07T12:57:00.000+08:00

I missed my blood test again.
Suppose to take 2 weeks back
but was held up by projects and projects
and
Yest when i wanted to take,
i had to rush back to buy dinner for brother.

Blood test
Blood test
Blood Test.

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HP shown me a blog while i was studying,
Stunned!
*HP, we shouldnt say who izzit la*
Yep, i wonder how they know each other too.
tsk...tsk ...tsk...

Erm, i'm suppose to be mugging and
take a look at the CRM past year paper
(But teacher didnt upload the Papers~)
ended up blogging...
and surfing blogs.

Joy's at my place, restricting her to eat sweets
Wahahaha. *evil Smile*
I think her tiny mouth itch fast
want to eat sweets not long after eating the dumplings
How to diet?

go study CRM :(

2007-08-06T14:53:00.000+08:00

Dear Friends / People

Please be reminded that do NOT listen and believe to one side of the story.
Yes, it may sound real and back up by evidences but you never know the other side of the story which is left untold.

Just from the one sided story, you start to make judgement of a person and isn't it unfair to the person? At the same time, the comments you made may make the situation worsen. Okay, maybe everything is fated in that way, but please note that there are always another side of the story. Which is positive, but no one knows. Without knowing both sides, dont make judgements.

* Dear fren, you know what i meant. :)

2007-08-04T02:51:00.000+08:00

Sem 1 ended, byebye to the teachers.
I'll remember June Lin
(she's the most 'student' teacher who will add life to the dead lectures and tutorials. I simply love her! )

Ambrose also.
The cunning yet interesting lecturer ever.
Cunning level = on par with June Lin
The super evil smile.
But still kind=)

Wenda Leong - Super ionic pair of hands
Andrew Low - Football only?
Simoone - Sexiest dressed lecturer.
Agnes - WAH! Best attitude. 8am class * yawn*
Mei Shan - She's so gentle and still put on a sweet smile when she's scolding students. Her words are never harsh. My idol.
Mark - Too good! =D

I'll miss this eventful Sem!
The projects weeks.
The conflicts.
The stress all endure.
know each other more.
Hard yet fruitful Sem=)

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This whole week was MA-ing and
i've got 14.1
Failed.
So close...jus by 0.9
But still above level average.
Anyway, the good thing is MA is over=)
One module down=)

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Well, today!
I enjoyed today so much.
Haven been meeting JM for a long time
and i just love it when she actually sing those self composed songs with me.
She is WONDERFUL! really!
I'm so reluctant to go home just now.
I wanted the chat to go on and on...
I Love my Frens SO MUCH!
=D
They make my life! =D
HuiPing
ShiQi
Jiamin!
HuiLi
Jesmin.

hehe

*********************************

To someone, thanks for sending me a sms so early in the morning at 6 plus to wish me Good Luck for my MA test. I appreciated it. =) yup! i'll need double the luck next time in order to pass the test. Anyway still thanks!

And joy, i received ur sms and it's not late! test have not end and it's teh thoughts that counts. Jia You!

Tiffany, Sorry i cant go FOP =X
But i'm going for Sun session=)

Clarice - Cheer up! =D God is always fair!
YeeJie- I cant help but always ask about ur beautiful lashes =P

Darren- Sister? Brother? LOL ... It's the SAME! =P

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2007-07-30T01:32:00.000+08:00

This Picture means a thousand words.

JM just had the good intention in mind

when she snap the pic.

And i'm so glad she somehow forgave me.

Thank You!

So much are learnt :)

You Know what i meant :)

The Bunny and The PenGuin.

The Amazing meaning behind.

I miss my GREAT Frens Tonnes

- JM ( how many months since we met?)

- HL and Jes ( too busy with A's) *Good Grades!*

-Bell Bell ( My secret Bottle, hope she is doing fine.)

******************************

My drive to sch:

- Clarice and YeeJie

-The 3 Brothers

-Joy and Gang

...

2007-07-19T02:56:00.000+08:00

After Today's presentation,
UCCD is Finally OVER! =D
Groupmates!
So even if we don listen to lectures
It's Oright=D

hoohoo...

++++++++++++++++++++++++++

I had Missy Donuts.
So sweet.
But the dough is nice.
After all I'm a carbo person
I love Carbohydrates:(
due to super temptations
Am down with indigestion now
after forcing 2 donuts down my throat
after the HEAVY Dinner
:)
My TasteBuds are Spoilt
Cause the dough taste the same
and had the same chewy texture.
Donut Factory's
DOUBLE CHOCOLATE
is STILL
YummYY!!!
=D

2007-07-19T01:21:00.000+08:00

At this point of time i'm not suppose to talk about all this but jus bear with me as i really wanna blog down my thoughts and emotions.

As i read others' blog,
Things jus kept flashing in my mind
It'll no longer happen,
but i'm still glad that it once happen to me
and i cherish the memories.
Yes.

The crumple Bag.
The reactions i ought to show i didnt show
I kept all the happiness to myself
and worse
misunderstandings
and
brought upon conflicts
to the 2 of us.
I didnt bear to spend that sum of money from you
but eventually we still bought the Bag;
and i'm happy:)
Yes! I'm really Happy
and wanted so much to jump up and peck
when we're exiting frm the shop
but hold myself back.
Cause someone was willing to spend so much jus to make me happy.
There are still so many incidents that i wouldnt forget.
The rose
The wallet
and so many more.

Yes, i know
I didnt do much :(

Some things ...
: To show and speak my feelings and thoughts.
: I know in the deepest of my heart, i will show affections even if it meant embarrassments in public ( Joy know wat i meant)
:No longer will i hide anythings.
:How much i love someone i'll show how much.
: Birthdays and occasions matters really alot.
:Little thing counts
:I'll be the most bliss and happy Gal.

Past 2 experiences, I'm a wood.
Not longer will i want to be.
I will be a happy Me:)

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Another thing,
Joy felt it long ago.
William has patch
and it make us sour and heated

That very night when he told us we were shocked
but i felt happy for him.
cause all of us know it's misunderstandings and
on-going fierce quarrels that make their relationship ended
they hated each other
and F words were flying like arrows after that.
But the fact is the Love they had is still there
and that's why,
they're back together again.

The same nite, many things cross my mind
but bearing in mind how Joy and Zest are
I jus stop myself frm thinking.
Cos i don wan to cry again.
Cause time and time again i'm assured that i'm no longer loved.
Fate will decide.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Took a test
the 20 roses test:
I choose 10 red roses
& 10 white Roses

Red roses is how much u're willing to give into the relationship
White roses is how much u wan to get frm the relationsip.
I've got a balance.
People who have tried all told me it's very accurate.
I think so too.
If you've shown Unconditioned Love means u don expect anything in return
But if u expect at least a little back, That's not Unconditioned love anymore.
The test said.

++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Yup Joy, it's not over
just that my memory is poor
and i've forgotten.

I'm still contemplating whether to post this.
but in any cases that's my real words
so i ought to post.
After this, all will come to an end.
Whatever which may happen is a new Chapter in my Life book.
And Life is opening up
I can feel it.
:)

2007-07-10T23:46:00.000+08:00

I know my eyes cant take it anymore
But i'm so hang onto my lappy
that the sore-ness in my eyes is not stoping me frm continue using the lappy
=)

Mag said that prolong usage of computers or laptop(>6 hours per day) will make ur skin(face to be exact) AGED!
That's scary!
WE NEED FACIALS!

2007-07-09T17:12:00.000+08:00

I didnt go "Punggol Pt" that day,

Haha it seem ulu but still fun yea?

I love the pictures - which seem so empty

The EMO shoots you all took=)

HAHA...

I'm deal to explore new places with you all again=)

I still own someone birthday present=X

I've got him smth, but is that enough?

=XX

FA Ca is coming soon

I'm going to do well for it!=D

CONSOL!

CASH FLOW!

I seriously need to get a digi cam or a cam HP

TJ got the k810...whoo

The cool cyber shot HP

I envy...

2007-07-05T09:03:00.000+08:00

Sat:
Whoo .... 2nd time, i saw Tiffany in church=)
I love the Praise songs
Praise Him =)

Went home with the 2 "kids"
Chatted all the way back
the long journey seem so short that night=)
The Meaningful Night.

Sun:
Water Training
I really need to go more training=)
Buck up!

Mon:
My rest Day=D
FINALLY there are no more IMakeADeal
I ended my sch at 1pm and off i go

Tue:
I had my donut factory! =)
The Cafe is normal
but the donuts are Great!
THANKS!

Ice Cream
And
Sitting at the Fountain Of Wealth
The view from there is awesome=)
hehe

Wed:
Vincent is down with dengue=(
He still look fine on tue
No prayer time then.
We'll pray on thur nite.

Physical training is also cancelled
Because the attendance is poor

Dinner Buffet at Raffles Place Sakae=)
It's So Fun eating and playing
and talking abt sushi = guys

Raffles Place
My Future!?

2007-06-30T02:13:00.000+08:00

MST are OVER!
Yippi
Yippi
YippI
:)
Some paper are not good=(
UCCD=(
BandFI =(
CRM=
MA1=S
ECM =/

But...they are all OVER!
Horrible MST...

End of MST is the START of the Devil...
The Projects...
3 major projects are due on week 13.
1 week frm now?
and not started :(
No good sleep...

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My sole hurt frm the midnight shopping
And it's so packed...
Not much Discount? *right?*
And not enjoyable
coz it's too
PACKED!
You wouldnt wan to try smth when u see the long queue at the fitting room...
i miss out some dress coz too time consuming to queue=)
But i bought dress=)))
hehe

Thinking abt the dress,
I've to thank my Dad=)
I love my Dad=)

Random thoughts:
"sour sole"
7 seater taxi=)
good uncle
Blue
rich
change
girl

**************************************

2007-06-17T17:28:00.000+08:00

To lose ur love ones are terrible.
But when there is no one to love u
all the more we cant give up on ourselves
we have to love ourselves and
be Independent
Fiona is dead...

**********************************

MSTs are coming
I have my own Goals
my ambitious
my vision
my future
I know what i WANT
I know what i need to do
So i'm going work hard =)

There is not enough time everyday to please me
I do not have enough Time
Sem 1 is not Good=(
Sem 2 will be better=)
At least that's what seniors said=))
The year is half way thru=)
i'm nearer and nearer to my future
my identity
my purpose

it's not an easy way thru
Cos i'm not smart
but there is sure to be a way =)
if there is a will=)
CheeLeng=))
I'm am strong=)
Am I?
No i am Weak=(
But,
I will achieve=DDD
***************************************

2007-06-17T01:42:00.000+08:00

I read clarice's blog and some words just stung me
again
i had reflections done
i know i didnt did enough in the past
and i wouldnt be able to do so in the future
cos things doesnt belongs to me anymore

"it takes fate 2 meet each other, it takes even more 2 fall in love. i really hope tt we can bear tt in mind, & keep loving each other passionately."

Very true!
out of the millions, we got to meet ( that's fate )
we click and fall in love ( more than fate that pull us together)
But obsticles hinder the way,
some are solved,
some are not
and there it goes
seperate way.
=(

Her bf doubted their love,
when we can see how much she love him
why he doesnt sense it?
I felt so worried and sad when i read her blog.
She is really going thru hell...
Can mercy god pls save her frm all this sufferings?
her life is not tough
but jus rocky...
She will be fine...
=)

***********************************
Most are going thru hard time this period.
Tiffany
Clarice
Joy?
Jesmin?
Darren
Ivan
JiaMin
* Happy time will come
* Sweet after Bitter
Let's wait...

****************************************

2007-06-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

I cant wait to go swimming this sat!
whoo..whoo...
I cant wait for the shopping with clarice and YJ on fri=)
-Cell Grp on thur
-Cell Grp on fri...
*Service on Sat=DD
There is smth i need to pray on sat...
**************************************
Mon - SMART
Tue - SMART
Wed - LTC
Thur - LTC
Fri - SHOPPING!!!
Sat - Swimming & service
Sun - Sailing
**************************************

2007-06-09T02:32:00.000+08:00

By Christine Glass

If you wonder off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me,
my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashame, my love will get you home.
If its only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.